Vent

am i crazy?
dad says i should go see a shrink?
my non believer friends think im going ballistic.
my christian friends think i need to chill out.
mom says i focus too much on God.
the presbyterians think i should focus more on the construct of the word.
the radicals think i should go do it to the fullest.
i pray so hard. im not hearing anything from God yet.
during this act of consecration, i was just strictly focused on knowing God. and i get advised to just take a step back and chill out for a little bit, pray more. so i am, but i realize taking a step back, trying to have 1 day to myself…feels weird now. i dont think i have ever done anything for myself in a while.. am i sinner to just focus on Him more than my own life, is that a sin too?

if it costs $2,600 for IHOP. where am i gonna get that money?
should i sell my car to carmax which is worth $3,000? im willing to sell my computer, car, boxing bag, clothes, shoes to go to seminary school.

people must think i am out of my mind. but God is so real man, i need prayers. sigh.

-Albert Aram Kim

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am i crazy? YES.

dad says i should go see a shrink? Why? So that the shrink can convince you to become like all the other ones without color? Then advertise to the ones you see with color send to the shrink? No.

my non believer friends think im going ballistic. Let them, At least they see something real, that you are putting your complete trust in something and they see your completely genuine 

my christian friends think i need to chill out. Tell them to sit down, drink some holy spirit and see what happens. 

mom says i focus too much on God. Tell her that you love her and go after it harder.

the presbyterians think i should focus more on the construct of the word. OH YOU MEAN THEIR LOGICAL UNDERSTANDING? Forgive me, but no. Your listening to holy spirit, he IS the understanding your leaning on, NOT your own. Well, actually his understanding has become your own, Lovely circles!

the radicals think i should go do it to the fullest. No further comment needed

i pray so hard. im not hearing anything from God yet. Yes you are. Get quieter and listen. Your just yelling over him.

i get advised to just take a step back and chill out for a little bit, pray more. so i am, but i realize taking a step back, trying to have 1 day to myself…feels weird now. (Yes it does, I did that for a while and watched my relationship with God slip so far through the cracks that not only the signs and wonders slowed to an almost stop and the manifestations shut down (There are seasons for this not implying anything) I felt like I was running away from him all in the name of the church telling me to chill out THE CHURCH THAT TELLS ME TO BE THE HANDS, FEET of JESUS. Come on.

am i sinner to just focus on Him more than my own life, is that a sin too? Your are the righteousness in Christ and and a saint whom’s mind is renewing everyday to his. 2 Corinthians 5:21, Ephesians 1:1; 1 Corinthians 1:2; Philippians 1:1;
Colossians 1:2, Ephesians 2:10

Read the first chap of ephesians it will blow your top, Replace the word :Us, with I and the word :We with I

Get blasted.

if it costs $2,600 for IHOP. where am i gonna get that money?
Have you seen Jesus’ bank? Dude… lol

people must think i am out of my mind.
Let them, Your a leader, a teacher and a painter. Those who have no leader think your out of your mind because they’ve never seen ANYONE lead with complete trust in God.
-Jimmy Pickpocket Finneyfrock / Healer

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